randommm

i forget things too easily. i wish i could keep a recorder with me and take down everything that happens. all the sights, all the detail, all the sounds, all the scents, all the people, all the expressions, all the emotions. i wish i could.
i'm going to malaysia tomorrow! visiting people, this time in a different context. and yes offred, context is all (or is it ripeness quotes laiyee quoting). everything will turn out okay i have faith in big guy up there. i miss you my dearest BEST FRIEND you know who you are if you're reading this i loveee you muchhh and i wish i were there with you! (not that i don't want to be where i am/will be going but still) and also eh friend check your email i emailed you!:)
right. so now i pack up my things and those emotions and then i'll be ready to go!

i need you J.... i want to run into your arms again, and feel your warm embrace.

just to feel your arms around me
just to know your grace has found me
just to hear your voice surround me
calling my name

that is why i live
that is why i move
that is why my heart cannot go on without you

just to stand beside you knowing
your promise that you're never going
never leaving, always holding
holding my hand

that is why i sing
that is why i cry
that is why no other love but you will satisfy